Day to day Rants

Stuck

By carina kye · November 22, 2009 · 2 Comments · 20 Views

 

Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase

The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

 

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would've walk away

Own this for NY

By carina kye · November 18, 2009 · 0 Comments · 17 Views

 

 

 

Can i Can i Can i? :D

Highways flew by

By carina kye · November 14, 2009 · 0 Comments · 9 Views

THIS SITE IS OFFICIALLY DEAD.

Okay maybe not.

Follow me some where.

Photographs and Memories

By carina kye · October 15, 2009 · 0 Comments · 24 Views

but I don't understand why you're
not here with me.
and I don't even wanna know where else
you'd be.

I have photographs and memories of the times
when you weren't on my mind and I was alone...

 

I miss you..

 

 

 

 

He said 'I want you to be happy'.

By carina kye · October 14, 2009 · 0 Comments · 15 Views

What does that even mean?

 

I hate it when you come & stay for awhile,

& leave me hanging after that.

 

I hate this part.

I hate this 'move on' period.

 

This Suicidal

By carina kye · October 13, 2009 · 3 Comments · 39 Views
I lost my pride over love. I'll do suicide if i can't take this any longer. Why is it so easy for you? Why are you still here when you don't want us anymore? Why are you still here when you want me to stop hoping? Why are you still here when you want me to stop loving? Why?

Amnesia

By carina kye · October 5, 2009 · 1 Comment · 37 Views

 

If only someone could unbreak my heart
Come relieve my pain
Somehow I could wish upon a star
And make all of the memories go away,

But my mind just keeps on going back
And I can't help but think about

And I can't help but remember
The day he took my heart with him when he left.

As much as i want to forgive him

And forget ...

I can't ;

Unless I come across a case of amnesia & forget everything.

 

 

 

Survival Not

By carina kye · October 4, 2009 · 0 Comments · 4 Views

i need you like flowers that need the sun
it's killin me now because you were the one.

 

Day 2

 

Go on, shed some more.

Pretty messed up.

Sigh.

 

 

 

Theraphy 1

By carina kye · October 3, 2009 · 0 Comments · 10 Views

I hope this will help. How long it can be, i have no idea myself.

 

Day 1 :

 

Step 1: View & Cry   (x 'god-knows-how-many-times-i-did')

Step 2: Drastic appearance changes. (i look like a guy now)

Step 3: Still afford to say i love you, eventhough it's a tremendous pain deep inside.

 

Sigh.

(if) 19 on 3rd.

By carina kye · October 1, 2009 · 0 Comments · 11 Views

 

 

:(

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